Life and happiness and kittens everywhere! But I'll save that for later.
The chief concern here is just what the hell am I doing with a blog? Vanity, of course! But I will try to entertain you, dear friends and interweb otherlings.
Firstly this post must bore you with personal seriousness and maybe-need-to-knows. Let's do it list-like:
Seriously #1: I already keep a journal (the current one is named Stratosphere), all the good stuff that is really on my mind is in there! You'll be lucky to get any of that here. It's quite repetitive and involves love, friendships, and current infatuations about eighty-seven percent of the time. In other words, no cool artsy shit. The cool artsy shit will go here, of course!
Seriously #2: I am four months coming off a long relationship with an Ashley who in the past, I loved very much and enjoyed much quality companionship with. Sadly life and changes occur and that ceased to function. Now our interactions, when they happen, are strained and awkward... a familiar past hanging sad, joyful, disappointing, and heavy in every word and gesture.
Seriously #3: My bicycle's name is Bruce. We go everywhere together!
Seriously #4: My current life is split between two colleges in Buffalo: I am employed at one as their web site's photographer and an art student at the other. The situation feels unique and wonderful. My friends at both mean everything to me.
Seriously #5: I am merely pretending to be an upcoming artist; my ambitions are vague and allude even me.
Seriously #6: Although I am enjoying the happiness and joy of these past many weeks, I am starting to fear the near future. I feel and know I am very under-qualified for my future art endeavors. I am going to have a very hard time finding meaningful employment when I graduate this December. I will miss this college life. I also fear the loneliness of change and the inevitable move elesewhere that will occur in less than a year.
That's all!
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