It's been weeks, perhaps more than a month... but today I just lost it and broke down. A combination of feelings: love, regret, nostalgia, sadness, happiness, memories, loss. Memories most of all... we had so many together. These were a few of such good things:
-geneseo weekends and squirrel mafia and dave matthews and that pizza place on main st.
-dancing nancies
-the 390, as awful as it was with its dangerous curves and snows and cops
-after the blue car and turning 18
-the blue apartment, tigger the orange cat, the beautiful photographs.
-comfort
-the broken window in the blue apartment
-the rescue of little grey and the lounging fat cat in the blue apartment
-every single time one of us was there for the other
-all the things that should be kept very much private
-comfort
-dinners with her family and the bbq sauce incidents
-holidays with her family, i really loved
-having an intermittent younger brother
-nothing else to do at home: mario's.
-every single guster show
-although a stressful time, every other weekend in albany
-getting lost finding that little greek place on niagara st when i turned 21
-elle and later sebastian
-sugar cookie 1's and 0's
-support
-comfort...
We were partners; best friends. And we came to an impasse... something I couldn't manage, but I want you to be okay and I want to just say hi and I want to be your friend and I still want to talk about the good things...
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timmm it makes me sad when you're sad.
:(
I hope you're at least working!
:( thanks but so sorry...
work is sort of happening: i see the same is happening for you
you're creepy :P
design me a fitting backg...woah woah woah in the middle of typing my comment i just realized you have the gall to make me type a word verification to prove that i am not a robot.
weak.
so so very weak.
thank you.
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